before, akala ko sa movie or chick flicks lang nangyayari yung mga ganitong kilig moment and love issues. before, I’m not a fan of undying love, but siya yung taong nagpafeel or nagpaniwala sakin sa mga ganun. that guy, na hindi ako kinakalimutan ihugg no matter what. Kahit galit na galit nako ihuhug niya pa rin ako, at siya yung taong hindi napapagod. in all terms basta pag sinabi ko, no doubt gagawin niya, even gabi na magbibike siya from their house to mine just to gave me hug kase I’m not feeling good. Siya yung walang sawang maghahantay sayo and I must say na kahit forever he can make it possible. We have both same circle friends before, kahit na alam ko na may gusto siya sakin I don’t feel aloof, and he always wait for me kahit half ng day niya is done na sa school basta makasabay niya lang ako umuwi. We always chatted hangang mamaga mata namin sa harap ng computer and hindi namin namamalayan yung oras na ay shet! umaga na pala. Siya yung taong walang sawa kang papaypayan kapag naiinitan ka even your friends ioofer niya na paypayan din sila, Siya yung taong hindi mauubusan ng sasabihin and hindi niya mapapafeel sayo na mabored ka, siya yung sasabay sa kagagahan mo kahit ano pang kagagahan yan, gawin mo siyang bakla okay lang sakanya, pagsuotin mo siya ng heels okay lang sakanya. Kahit nung friends pa lang kami, pag nahihirapan ka sa ginagawa mo about school stuff iooffer niya ng freehanded ang everything para makatulong kahit hindi mo sabihin, kahit siya na yung magpuyat para sayo and ikaw matulog na. siya ung taong mamahalin ang lahat sayo at hindi ipaparamdam na dapat may itago ka or mailang dahil siya nandyan para sayo. Mag-away man kayo araw-araw , awayin mo man siya(yes aminado ko madalas ako ang nang-aaway hahaha eh gaga eh!). Siya yung magmamahal ng indifference mo, sasamahan ka sa mga kabangagan mo.Siya yung taong literal na kakantahan ka habang natutulog ka at ipapasan ka kahit napakabigat mo oo totoo yon, Siya yung taong ipagluluto ka, gagawan ka ng Ice-coffee,kukuwanan ka ng tubig, papadantayin ka sa balikat niya pag inaantok ka take note kahit may laway pa, bibilan ka ng gamot kapag may sakit ka,ikikiss ka sa noo ,sa kamay mapafeel niya lang yung love na hindi mo inakala.lalagyan ka ng bimpo sa likod kapag may pawis ka, papayungan ka. Sabi niya sakin natupad na daw ang wish niya ,kasi ang wish niya daw eh ako. Ang hindi niya alam siya ay BLESSING sakin kasi, hindi ko naman siya ineexpexpect or even hiniling .. binigay siya sakin ng hindi ko inakala and everyday napaka thankful ko kasi buong pagkatao ko minahal niya even my family. Everything about me is loved by him. Hindi ko alam kung saan niya nakukuha yung lahat ng energy niya, hindi ko alam kung bakit sinalo niya lahat ng patience sa mundo. Hindi niya alam na siya yun Superman ko korni man pakinggan or kahit hindi man ako nanunuod ng Superman SIYA talaga yon kahit payatot siyaa lahat ng bagay nagagawa niya and no doubt niyang ginagawa. I don’t care how many days na naging kami, i don’t care how many I LOVE YOU OR KISS ang binigay niya sakin or sinabi. Masaya na ko ng pinapanood ko siya sa mga ginagawa niya, even natutulog siya, even nagjojoke siya, or minsan hindi ko na naiintindihan kinukwento niya kasi pinapanuod ko lang siya dahil hindi ko inaakala na may taong magmamahal na katulad niyang tao sakin na kulang na lang ibigay yung mundo sakin. Na walang kapaguran kang mamahalin 24/7 on duty sa pagmamahal para sayo, COUNTLESS KISSES EVERY MORNING, COUNTLESS HUGS AND MESSAGE EVERY MORNING. Hindi ko alam kung papano ko masusuklian yung mga ginagawa niya sakin kahit ganito yung attitude ko , kahit mag-away man kami ng ilang beses, kahit minsan na-oofferan ko siya ng break-up or bastedin , isa lang yung sure kong alam namin dalawa na ako, every single day mamahalin ko siya kung kinakailangan mag-adjust ng ugali just to make sure maging maayos kami kahit magalit ako ng ilang beses alam kong siya yung taong hahanap-hanapin ko and hindi ako tatagal ng isang araw na hindi siya makamusta or makausap. Sabi Nga niya I’m his Girlfriend-Bestfriend 😊 I don’t love him, because I need him. I just love him for him and need him because I’ll be in pain without him., minsan lang ako maginarte ng ganito and ako yung taong manhid and hindi marunong magpakita ng appreciation. hindi ako maboka sa nararamdaman ko or vocal or any sort of physical reaction pero gusto kong sabihin sakanya ngayon na mahal na mahal ko siya , I’ll give him a tons of kisses and hugs just to make him feel na I’m always around , also to make him feel better, and one thing for sure na kaya kong gawin is pag-aalaga sakanya everyday pag-aalala kahit hindi ko man matapatan yung mga ginagawa niya yun yung alam kong gagawin ko. AKO dapat yung nagsasabi sakanya na wag niya kong iiwan eh , kasi wala na kong mahahanap na katulad niya and wala nakong balak na maghanap pa. kasi he’s exactly what I want to be with every single day ng buhay ko. away-bati sana more patience pa and time for us and for sure alam ko yun. HAPPY MONTHSARY:) hnd ko na mahintay ung 12 am!! Gosh!! I love you Em:)
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WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT
THE YOUTUBE ACCOUNT ASSOCIATED THIS VIDEO WAS TERMINATED.
whaat
what
WHAAAATTTTT
WHAT
shut the fuck uppppppppppp
my stomach is in my ass.
omg wtf just happened?!?! what was that?! SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME OMG WTF
Crying what
A GUY TRYED TO SAVE HIM AND THEY BOTH DIED
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One of the best photosets on tumblr
guys i turn joHNNY DEPP ON I GOT WHAT IT TAKES.
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I’m just the crazy slut with a dead husband!
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the fuck
Each ball weighs differently, causing each one to bounce to a specific height, and when precisely placed in the dust pans and thrown down… 2013
Could this be science? :P
but… how….
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This is what I picture actors doing Christmas Day. Even if some of ‘em are Jewish.
Actors and their action figures =)
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Currently Happy.
Well since my last emotional-blog-explosion, I haven’t been blog publicly about everything happening to me, cuz there’s a lot to tell and still going on these days. But I always TRIES to handle every situation well. first and for most, I am in the peak of getting my diploma and still hoping for the best thing to happen. Yes, still expecting the worst things that could happen also, but as long as the people who love me, appreciate me, care for me and I am happy to be with (including my boyfriend yep, I have now and I am still processing the things of having a relationship) I am good. It’s sooooooooooooooo.. new to me to have NOW a relationship surprisingly, I didn’t faint or having a minor panic attack hahaha! I am so relaxed and chill that my brain couldn’t process everything about thesis. I am enjoying the moment since Holiday vacation is coming but didn’t feel it though. Being first on relationship is still what we are coping up because me and JM are freshies to this kind of things were like dummies about this but so what?! were having fun. Adjusting is part of this kind of thing Honestly, I don’t want to worry or over think too much about everything I just want things to swept or blend in on my everyday routine. I am thankful , happy and as far as I am concern I know everything will be alright.
